Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Just Wondering...


When will I get my heart back?
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23 comments:

  1. JulietNovember 3, 2009 at 11:57 PM

    I would like to know the answer to that question too. I'm sorry it hurts so much. :(

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  2. DebNovember 3, 2009 at 11:58 PM

    I didn't even know it left :).

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  3. Debby@Just BreatheNovember 4, 2009 at 1:29 AM

    I have prayed to God to give me the answer to that question so I could help all the baby lost mother's. I am so sorry that you are walking this horrific journey. ((HUGS))

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  4. Hope's MamaNovember 4, 2009 at 1:46 AM

    I don't know, but if you get it back, can you tell me where you found it or how you got it so I can go look for mine?
    xoxo

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  5. RikkiNovember 4, 2009 at 2:19 AM

    I think after losing a baby it never comes back. Well thats what i have heard anyway. But if you find out when it is suposed to come back please let us know.
    (((Hugs)))
    xxx

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  6. JeanetteNovember 4, 2009 at 2:39 AM

    (((hugs))) as useless as they are,I'm sending them anyway. x

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  7. The Sole Sisters CollectiveNovember 4, 2009 at 8:51 AM

    Am I going to sound pessimistic if I say that it will come back but not as it was before(?)

    We will never be the same after our babies have left us...but I believe we can be something else.
    I'm sorry.

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  8. JillNovember 4, 2009 at 9:22 AM

    Oh Kristin, I am not sure that we ever get our heart fully back. A piece of our hearts are with our angels forever. We are forever changed and those little footprints have left such an impression on our hearts.

    Sending you hugs today! xx

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  9. SaraNovember 4, 2009 at 9:46 AM

    I think it's still there . . . you just don't recognize it batter and shattered as it is. I wish you healing. You will never be the same, your heart will never be the same, but I hope you come to a place where each day is not so hard and ther is peace and joy to hold along with your sorrow. Thinking of you on this journey.

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  10. Allison (Ali)November 4, 2009 at 10:06 AM

    You have it, but it will never be in one piece again. that's why it hurts so much! mine aches every moment of everyday.

    ((hugs))

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  11. HollyNovember 4, 2009 at 10:42 AM

    I wish I could tell you.

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  12. RachelNovember 4, 2009 at 11:35 AM

    Unfortunatly like a lot of people on here I want to know when you find it...I need mine back as well.
    Thinking of you

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  13. Emerging ButterflyNovember 4, 2009 at 12:21 PM

    Battered...beaten...bruised and bleeding....your heart is healing. healing from the worst abuse a being can experience. The loss of a child. horrible, and completely against what feels RIGHT in any way, shape, or form. No way to make it RIGHT. No way to not ache throughout your being. But your heart is there....you know that because you can feel its rawness. Holding your hand on the healing journey. Trusting there will be light ahead even while the ache remains. ((HUG))

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  14. margaretNovember 4, 2009 at 2:01 PM

    I think part of it has gone with Peyton and there will always be a little piece missing. Hopefully when her siblings come, they will fill up most of the hole with love and hope.

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  15. KristyNovember 4, 2009 at 2:16 PM

    I don't know, but if you ever figure it out please let me know. I'm so sorry your heart is so heavy. :(

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  16. KarenNovember 4, 2009 at 4:14 PM

    Ah, me. Bless your broken heart and all of our broken hearts. (((Hugs))) I so get that post. I had a wretched day yesterday - big sobbing, snotty cry with another mother in the school parking lot - my head hurts today - when will it not hurt so much???? xo from BC

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  17. Mrs. GamgeeNovember 4, 2009 at 5:34 PM

    I don't think you will ever get it back entirely, but I don't think you would want it to. Your precious one will always be a part of you, and she will always hold a part of your heart.

    I hope and pray that, even if the pain doesn't go away, it will get easier for you. For all of us.

    (btw, while it really isn't appropos to say it on this post, I did want to say congrats for winning blogger bingo)

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  18. Kelly @ Sufficient Grace MinistriesNovember 4, 2009 at 10:11 PM

    Oh...my heart aches with you as I read these words...that kind of brokenness takes some time to mend...and a part of you will always miss your beautiful Peyton Elizabeth. I am so sorry for this great pain and sorrow....

    Praying for God's continued peace and comfort as you hurt and heal...

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  19. ..alNovember 5, 2009 at 8:32 AM

    I think a part of it goes away forever.

    The rest is with you and aches.

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  20. LynnNovember 5, 2009 at 10:58 AM

    Oh Kristin (((HUGS))) I am so sorry. Words can never make up for the loss of your precious baby, but I am truly sorry and I am thinking of you.

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  21. FireflyforeverNovember 5, 2009 at 5:04 PM

    I believe that I'm broken hearted because a piece of my heart is with my daughter. My heart will never be whole this side of heaven (nor would I want it to be) but I'm hoping that the part that's left becomes less battered and bloodied in time. I hope that for you and all of us too.

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  22. MicheleNovember 5, 2009 at 7:52 PM

    I dont think we ever do...

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  23. kate hopperNovember 6, 2009 at 7:49 AM

    Oh sweetie, I'm thinking of you too. Thank you so much for your comment on Mother Words. It means so much to me.

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