tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8163203822642488592.post5857229460908697278..comments2023-12-28T05:37:28.168-05:00Comments on Once A Mother...: Still so lost.Once A Motherhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15974149780531831971noreply@blogger.comBlogger16125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8163203822642488592.post-17522081697972965962009-09-03T22:08:13.356-04:002009-09-03T22:08:13.356-04:00Oh, you are an amazing person. I feel inadequate ...Oh, you are an amazing person. I feel inadequate to even comment on your blog, but my heart goes out to you. I think anyone who has experienced a loss knows the grieving process is not easy. <br /><br />"I am surrounded by people who love me, who reach out to me, and yet I feel so incredibly alone in this new world. What is wrong with me?"<br /><br />Nothing is wrong with you. You are a mother who is going through the grieving process. No one can fully understand what you are going through. It is a journey that you must continue on your own, but know that you are surrounded by people who love you. <br /><br />I will be thinking of you tomorrow on Peyton's birthday. May the Lord continue to bless you and strengthen you.Life Happenshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02302134343874268994noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8163203822642488592.post-11737002595396455152009-09-02T17:44:04.250-04:002009-09-02T17:44:04.250-04:00Hugs to you. I'm praying for you as Peyton'...Hugs to you. I'm praying for you as Peyton's birthday approaches.Veronica Leehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14411581380408080378noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8163203822642488592.post-51271481149862720132009-09-02T10:22:50.883-04:002009-09-02T10:22:50.883-04:00YOU SAID: "It has been nearly a year since th...YOU SAID: "It has been nearly a year since they told me I had a "beautiful, perfect little girl," only to take it back moments later."<br /><br />*Peyton was and is always going to be beautiful and perfect. She will carry you through this life. No one can take that away from you.<br /><br />Hugs.Sweethttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08147424520616284217noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8163203822642488592.post-58040286982325373082009-09-02T09:09:45.040-04:002009-09-02T09:09:45.040-04:00I'm praying for you. I don't know what you...I'm praying for you. I don't know what your going through, I'm sorry I don't always have the proper words to comfort you. But I'll pray for your heart to mend.. your hurt to be washed away..and your emotions to be healed. Healed but never forgotten. YOU ARE A WONDERFUL woman. And how i wish I had the right words to comfort you..Cinder Rail'leehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03422971305954362140noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8163203822642488592.post-80318758510725527122009-09-02T02:22:28.350-04:002009-09-02T02:22:28.350-04:00My thoughts are with you as you approach Peyton...My thoughts are with you as you approach Peyton's first birthday.<br />I'm so sorry. None of this is as it should be. None of it. xxCatherine Whttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01618295389400457254noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8163203822642488592.post-44979929533430402322009-09-01T23:46:08.712-04:002009-09-01T23:46:08.712-04:00Oh no, don't feel old! We thought you looked ...Oh no, don't feel old! We thought you looked great this weekend :). <br /><br />Try to do something that brings you peace and helps you heal. Whatever makes you happy and free, and don't feel guilty about it, even if it's just one thing that you do...Debhttp://www.deborahsteinberg.comnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8163203822642488592.post-20003752345710767082009-09-01T20:38:52.036-04:002009-09-01T20:38:52.036-04:00This poem is so heartfelt and full of sorrow. Pray...This poem is so heartfelt and full of sorrow. Praying you can find relief from this storm of grief. Prayings for Friday.Franchescahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08362049658761399255noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8163203822642488592.post-61911838717071472142009-09-01T20:05:56.757-04:002009-09-01T20:05:56.757-04:00So very sorry for your loss - I have a similar sto...So very sorry for your loss - I have a similar story - I wrote about it today - the adoption of our daughters and the death of our angel Krystal.<br /><br />Love to you.<br />Kelly<br />http://www.ivebecomemymother.comKelly Lhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02990072727974408086noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8163203822642488592.post-8300028895089059252009-09-01T20:02:23.093-04:002009-09-01T20:02:23.093-04:00Your poem is lovely. I am still so new at this and...Your poem is lovely. I am still so new at this and yet I understand that lonliness already. I hate that we are here together on this road of baby loss. We'll never know this side of heaven why and that kills me as Im sure it does you. I will be praying for you on Friday.The Blue Sparrowhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08196234778836756227noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8163203822642488592.post-20618286943794490072009-09-01T19:54:24.352-04:002009-09-01T19:54:24.352-04:00Everytime I get to your blog, I see Peyton's a...Everytime I get to your blog, I see Peyton's adorable face, and I feel that turn in my chest...life can be so unfair. The passage (poem?) you wrote beautifully describes the pain that won't go away, I feel it too, but not for as long. This is a tough week for me too, my EED was Saturday. Sending hugs.Heatherhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00998100621997712249noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8163203822642488592.post-30088400478418025642009-09-01T19:04:44.769-04:002009-09-01T19:04:44.769-04:00I am in tears for you. This is so hard. I fear wha...I am in tears for you. This is so hard. I fear what the should be birthday will bring and it is still four months away. I will keep you in my prayers as your day approaches.Maryhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16071927168876473000noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8163203822642488592.post-12021324254030461832009-09-01T19:02:25.977-04:002009-09-01T19:02:25.977-04:00I'm sure Friday will be difficult. I hope you ...I'm sure Friday will be difficult. I hope you can find a way to remember the joy that she also brought. That should definitely be celebrated in the midst of grieving. I will be thinking of you. 1 year is a big one. And I am praying for Mirne and Craig. I am shocked and saddened.Hollyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15431384515813384025noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8163203822642488592.post-62599426303502227032009-09-01T19:01:12.423-04:002009-09-01T19:01:12.423-04:00I'm so sorry Peyton isn't here for you to ...I'm so sorry Peyton isn't here for you to celebrate with. Your post is so heartfelt and I'm grieving with and for you. Today is such a sad day. (((hugs)))Karenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01771397595613026711noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8163203822642488592.post-80418831739715990152009-09-01T18:56:23.566-04:002009-09-01T18:56:23.566-04:00[Hugs] Thinking of you.[Hugs] Thinking of you.Delennhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12567889031642608101noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8163203822642488592.post-88351888752766051422009-09-01T18:16:41.801-04:002009-09-01T18:16:41.801-04:00"None of this is as it should be." And,..."None of this is as it should be." And, unfortunately, it never will be. I'll be thinking, crying, and hoping with you this Friday. Stay strong friend.<br />xx<br />MBMaryBethhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10068247604179156536noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8163203822642488592.post-9693966953647037452009-09-01T18:00:50.084-04:002009-09-01T18:00:50.084-04:00I also feel alone sometimes, even though this onli...I also feel alone sometimes, even though this online community gives me so much love. It's hard when it seems like everyone else out there has what I don't, and that's when I feel alone. <br /><br />I'll be thinking about you and Peyton this week as you approach her 1st birthday. I wish she was in your arms now, doing what one year olds do.Juliethttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04998024692657131803noreply@blogger.com